pengalaman baru

setelah sekian lama tak posting, hari ni tergerak pulak tangan nak menaip sesuatu...hee

ada sebab kenapa lama aku tak posting.. sebab nya aku sangat tidak terdaya nak taip sesuatu...kui kui kui

kalau selama ni aku hanya mendengar cerita orang yang morning sickness, kali ni aku mengalaminya sendiri...bagaimana rasanya? huhuhu...adalah terpikir nak menjarakan anak no dua dalam tiga empat tahun..huhu...lemahnya rasa badan bila tak boleh makan...tak de tenaga rasanya.. datu pulak selera makan trus down...dengan muntah, loya, mabuk.....aduhai....pernah sekali sampai tak tahan menangis juga la dibuatnya..

bila tak makan tenaga kat badan pun tak de...nak pergi kerja pun rasa sangat ak berdaya....kuatkan hati kuatkan semangat je...

dugaan yang hebat untuk semua yang nak bergelar ibu.....

aku pulak jenis yang manja, tak leh tahan sakit...hai...sabar sabar banyak banyak.....istigfhar banyak2..

doa banyak2 semoga aku sihat tubuh badan...

hmm..satu pengalaman yang menguja kan aku...

pregnancy test

yesterday I bought a pregnancy test..huhu..my husband did'nt know this...

I made up the test this morning .....i hope i can saw the two line...but it's only got one line..

hmmm..i feel a bit disspointed...frustration...

I think i just want to make a surprise to my husband..so i keep it as a secret but there is no surprise to do...:-)

it's okay.....Maybe Allah knows the best time i can be a pregnant's women.....maybe not now....maybe next month....i'll waiting....

inai with the bride

i'm just trying to post a picture here...so this is my hand during my nikah's day...the pak imam are asked me so many questions during this time.....my sister told me that my face seem like to 'makan' the tok imam..hahaha..(pak imam ni cerewet sangat...)

honey++moon

yehhhyeee...tonight i with my lovely penghulu kampung punggor are going to start our honeymoon trip to sabah.......i feel so excited and so happy....but a little nervous actually...hahaha....

actually we already have a proper plan for our trip but i just worry if the planning are not be as what we want......but InsyaAllah....everything will be fine....with the slogan 'don't panic' we will be at sabah tomorrow morning..hahaha

we will stay for 4 days and 3 night at sabah..two night at kota kinabalu and one night at kudasang...i really can't wait to be at kundasang......with the scenery of kinabalu mount...hehe..we also plan to go at kinabalu park and also poring at ranau...also rosses garden....kundasang market....huhu...

at kota kinabalu.....shopping laa....hehe..

and don't forget, pulau manukan....wait for us...hehee....

i will be post the entry how is my journey to sabah when i come back soon....

dua tiga hari ni tak de selera nak makan...pandang makanan rasa tak lalu je.....mulanya sebab jalan jauh kut hari tu...pening..aku ni kalo jalan jauh mula la...mabukk aje...
sekarang tengah pulun siapkan menanda nanda apa yang patut..test student..paper work ....huuu..
selalu bawa balik kerja ke rumah tapi buat nya 1% ada laa....heee....
apa pun aku kene siapkan sebelum aku ke kota kinabalu ....wajib siap....mungkin kene minta bantuan 911 kutt....kui kui...
rabu malam lepas aku g tgk SPIDERMAN 3..huuu..best arr citer dier....aksi yang best....sampai adalah orang tu overexcited tgk spiderman tuu...huhu..tak cover cover...kuikui...
semalam kol 12 rasa lapa giler....hehe..for the first time my hubby masakkan sesuatu untuk aku.....hehe..meggi goreng....sedap...pandai sayang masak...tq..muaah..

tak balik lagi ni...dari tadi buat soalan pemprograman linear tak dapat nombor yang match..da banyak kali da reka nombor lain tak dapat gak nombor bulat....dekat sploh kali la solution dier aku buat...da mabok da kepala ni...last last aku buat game word search jekkk.......lagi best...nanti nak beli buku die la....7.50 ingit jekk.....minta sayang beli kan laa....
sakit hati je la soklan ni...
padan la dengan muka aku....selalu buat keje last minit pastu nak tensen....padan muka...padan muka....
aku nak balik ni...nak masak....dalah pagi tadi tak buat brekpas......
lahai...isteri sape la ni....truk beno....

a little worst today..hehhee...
i'm not provide a breakfast for my husband this morning....truknye...
tak sempat sangat pagi tadi...because i have a class at 8 am....luckly my husband can manage himself....what a lucky wife...hehe...
yesterday my mother came to my house...fuyooo ( macam iklan digi)...truk kene komen seh....yela..umah tak abis kemas....tak sempat...aku kan keje..balik da masak..pastu da penat...hmmm......
weekend lak hari nak duduk duduk....kui kui.....
to my lovely husband - sorry yang...tak sediakan breakfast hari ni.....tomorrow ehh...insyaAllah...
to my sweet mother - i will make sure next time you coming...you will be amaze with me..hahaha...

assalamualaikum...
hari beta bercuti...haha.....sempena melaka bandaraya bersejarah
boleh online sesuka hati...hehehe
bangun dari pagi ni...tak tido tido..hoho...dulu aku tak macam ni pong..kalo cuti confirm bangun kol 10 pagi..pendek kate sampai mak ketuk pintulaaa..

apa aku da buat pagi ni....dah basuh baju (2x), da angkat baju (semalam punya), da sidai baju....

tapi belum lipat baju...huhu (benda paling malas untuk di buat)...
tadi aku da rebus daging...nak masak laa (surirumah sepenuh masa untuk 1 hari)...tapi tetiba mak mentua call ajak makan kat umah...hehehe.....bule ngelat masak....kui kui..teruk nya aku ni ..asip makan kat umah mentua tapi mentua tak penah makan kat umah aku...isy isy....isteri sape la ni...huhu......jawab skit...jawab skitt.....

assalamualaikum...

my stomach feel not very well today...don't know why....

tomorrow i have to go work again.....saturday is a offday for kym staff actually...i had been chosen to be a part of member for handle motivation programme...hoooo....always be the lucky one...always be the chosen one...i just want to spend my all offday time with my husband...but after we marriaged i can count only 2 saturday i had been with him....the other..work and work...

last two day, i had a operation management class with my student..know what ...hehe...i had a worst feeling when one of my student said something that i never expect...haha...his word is very touch my heart...rasa macam nak berhenti kerja je...haha....i know may be he just want to comment the way i teach....but maybe dier ter'over' skit....i can feel my face turn to red face fter he said that word....it's sound very rude....

everytime i always thinking how to improve my student....i do the best i can...i do the way that i never get it from my lecturer when i was at ukm...i still smile when they ask the merapu things....i still be patient although they always break my rules....and for that he said that i teach like a student give a presentation....he never repect me as his lecturer...after that nite he came and see me...said sorry to me..said that he tak sengaja..yess...i said just forget about it...i already forget it.....it's ok....never mind...hahha...tipu semua tu.....i will never forget about it.....well...it was me....you know me....give my forgiveness to people but i will never forget the name and the things happen....sound cruel??....up to you...!

assalamualaikum...

quite moody morning today..huhu...moody from home then i bring to the class..my student said I a bit 'garang' today...so what...suka hati i laa....huhuhu...don't u angry..when u explain in front of class then they so busy to talk and talk at the back....naik darah atas kepala...sib baik anak orang...

a lot of work to need to settle..a lot of chapter to read and read....the semester almost to the end and i still not cover 5 more chapter for consumer behavior....i just feel i'm unable to manage this semester rightly....i just pity to my student...

today is wednesday...i have a class until 10.00pm....emm...tired day....ok..i need to do my work back...just write this blog to fulfill my husband enquiry yesterday..he ask ' nape lama tak tulih blog..busy ehh?' then i reply with pukul pukul his shoulder...hee...now i have a new hobby...pukul pukul orang.....kehkeh...and i still angry with him...hehehe....yeke?..tak laa....

assalamualaikum...
dua tiga hari ni rasa hidup macam kelam kabut jee...hahaha...tu la..tak penah jadi isteri orang....
aku rasa la yang aku ni kalut je urus rumah tangga sendiri...tak tahu la apa yang sayang fikir dalam hati pasal aku....ok ke tak???selalu nak tanya tapi tak tertanya lak.....
tu la ..aku ni manja sangat....semu benda selalu tak reti urus sendirik...ni da kawin rasa la skit perubahan nya....ehh..bukan skitt rapi banyakkkk....
ni aku aku lom pindah umah sewa....kemas umah..masak sendiri....breakfast lagi.....
huhu.....moga dipermudahkan...amin....
hari ni ingat kat sayang mesti senyum je....hiiii.....rindu pulak kat dier...lunch tadi tak jumpa....

i'm a wife now....

i'm a wife for someone now...believe it???huhu..sometimes i'm also not believe on it..kehkeh...
today i start work back..after one week and half full with fun and enjoy holiday..
but god...i have a lot of work to settlle down now...rasa macam penin penin sebab nak settle banyak benda...
i like to be my husband wife..really....hehe
walaupun sekarang masi dalam proses menyesuai kan diri but then it's just ok...i have a wonderful day everyday....a day with a smile...laugh...full with energy......happy happy smile....
moga Allah sentiasa merahmati kami berdua dan melimpahi kami dengan kesabaran dan kasih sayang yang semakin erat dari saat ke saat....aminn...

diam tak diam jee

assalamualaikum..

diam tak diam minggu depan dah makin hampir...huu..

gabranye rasa...bangun dari pagi rasa nervous jee....

dalam kata lambat lagi lambat lagi...aleh aleh minggu depan da tiba masanya...

ada banyak lagi kerja yang belum siap...

keje opis tambah dengan kerja nak majlis ni....sampai asyik sakit kepala jee..

kadang -kadang pikir betul ke da nak jadi isteri orang....betul ke da boleh urus rumahtangga sendiri..betul ke da boleh layan orang lain dengan baik...betul ke...betul kee...

hehe....bukan main banyak betul ke....

nak dekat dekat ni macam macam rasa pun bole timbul...yang tak logik pun ada.....

banyak pikir ...pikir tu pikir ni...

hmmm....tapi Nabi kate...'lapangkan dada...'......yelah....apapun semua nak kena adap juga....

insyaAllah buat kerja baik Allah akan membantu.....

kawan-kawan..doakan ye.....

i'm going to be someone's wife next week.....huhu

hampir

ssalamualaikum...

hmm..sedar tak sedar sekarang da pun masuk februari...hari ni pun da 10 hb da...

dalam masa 4 minggu lagi, akan bertukar la status bujang yang aku pegang selama 25 tahun 3 bulan..:)

sekarang ni sem da buka ..da hampir sebulan..tambahan pulak aku dapat tawaran ngajar part time kat OUM...so tahu jela busynya aku....tambah aku aku ni dalam kategori lemah pengurusan masa...kui kui..

kalo duk diam diam pk kan semua benda ..dengan majlis yang hampir dan kerja yang banyak..memangla migrain jawab nya....tapi aku kann....buat dekk jee...hehe...orang lain pulak yang risau untuk aku...

persiapan...tak pun 70%...mana taknya.kad pun tak siap lagi..da la nak pos jauh jauh...

decoration bunga sabun untuk tetamupun tak siap lagi...bunga dulang pun tak siap lagi...hari tu mak pulak tambah nak soh buat lagi 20 batang bunga pahar..hehehe...gelak la aku...

takpe...mesti boleh siap punya...

busy nye ni ada baiknya juga...yela tak la aku pk sangat pasal debaran nak jadi isteri orang...hehe....

hari ni aku cuti ..konon nak siapkan bunga sabun tup tup dok depan pc buat nota jeee...kui kui...